Your Loving

Love of my life
My thoughts of you are kind.
For despite you leaving me
I know you suffer
And die a death
Each time you remember.

What a tragic misfortune!
Such a deficit of courage!
What artificial bravery I beheld in you!
What agony and grief
Your “loving”
Put me through.

Wrecked

Wrecked, 
Shredded,
All the intentions
All the vows of love
Smashed
And cast to the winds
Like confetti.
My idol's feet were made of clay
My 'Rainbow's End'
Laid to waste by a robber.
While I was engaged in daydreams
My future was seized
And forfeited to incertitude.

Tortured

My heart is tortured
By passion for you.
You have overwhelmed my soul... 
And made it feel needed, 
And wanted,
And whole.
As it beats,
It grows potent for you.
And this moth is tired
Of waiting,
Of aching,
Of wanting
to be scorched by your fire.